Ergh. I feel like crap right now. My guy friend plays the trumpet with me in music class, and he's been hitting on me a lot lately. I think I like him as more; I'm not sure. He's kind of a ladie's man, which is unbelievably annoying, so I try to control my emotions so I don't get too attached. This is easier said than done.
So I've been telling my girl friend about all the things he's been saying to me. She says he's being a tease, which is obviously true.
She also told me that a few days ago, she was talking to him, and the subject of boyfriends and girlfriends came up. She asked him if he liked me, and he said no because he thought that when we were previously going out I was too shy to kiss or hug him. This is the only reason he "wouldn't go out with me".
It's so stupid. When we were dating before, it was in grade 9 and we were 14 years old. That's so young, it doesn't even count! I was a very shy kid back then, but now I'm so much better. Our "dating" didn't last long. This was so long ago, I'm so surprised he even thinks about it still.
We've become really good friends, and I don't think I'm shy around him at all... maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I am and just don't realize it? Confusing. He even asked me yesterday if I was shy... I said no.
My girl friend says that he's playing me. "He's hitting on you. If he doesn't have the intention of asking you out, there's something wrong with him."
I am exceedingly confused on this subject. I wish boys, or at least this one, came with a handbook.
Current Mood: 
crushed
Current Music: Teenagers- My Chemical Romance